STOP IGNORING ME YOUR MOTHER FUCKER BITCH.

THAT IS THE FUCKING PROBLEM, I DONT WANT HIM TO BE A FUCKING MEMORY, I WANT HIM TO BE MY FUCKING PRESENT, MY FUCKING FUTURE, NOT MY FUCKING PAST. 


I MISS HIM! AND HE DOESNT NOTICE THAT IS WHAT BOTHERS ME CUZ I KEEP TALKING TO HIM LIKE IM WAITING FOR HIS ANSWER, BUT HE NEVER DOES IT, AND HE MUST BE LIKE 'OH THIS GURL IS A COMPLETELY IDIOT, LETS KEEP IGNORING HER' AND THAT FUCKING HURTS.


fuck everything i dont know how the fuck to act, I CANT IGNORE HIM , CUZ ITS A DEBILITY FOR ME !

and in those moments i just wanna hit him like: